Thinking of you

Sometimes I catch myself
thinking of you
a dried whisper of a memory
adrift on the breeze
will I ever forget?
Will I ever be able to forgive your haunting self?
Or am I just a dried corpse
left over from your forgotten mind?
Tired eyes dripping transparent tears
torn hopes
mingling with torn pieces of my heart
will I ever be able to understand
your cold whisper in my ear?
Words meaning one dream
yet ending in a nightmare
even after you say
“It's over”
your eyes still plague my unwaking thoughts
please
when you say
“It's over”
just let be over

because I can't go on like this
thinking of you
in my thoughts and dreams