Whispers of Truth

Listen to the angels cry
a never ending rain that continues
to reflect a pain I refuse to acknowledge
admit to me it's hard I know life is never easy
I know the decisions are just cracked doors
leading to unknown mistakes
but my beating love cannot take the pressure
I'm going to shatter into a million shards
because these confusing thoughts
are tightening their grip ever more

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Admit to me that it doesn't always seem worth it
I know the truth seems distant and scarce
I know you want to just leave
the never ending stress behind never accept
but I'm exhausted from always running
I'll admit even if you won't that my heart
is beating in terror of the unknown
when I jump off the edge for you
will you be there to catch me

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I would rather live forever cracked
than broken permanently never to be fixed

Show Me.

Whispers of untold secrets and longing
show me what it's like to be worth something

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bring me to life so I can feel the wind across my face
this might be an undiscovered mistake
but one I have to make all the same
delicate traces of sin all across my body
show me what it's like to become a sacred vessel

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I need to know if this is the right choice
I can't hold onto this hope any longer
my fingers are broken and bleeding from the effort
a forgotten dream reminds me of your merciful lies
show me what it's like to be remembered forever

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you keep my hopes alive like a dove spreading its wings
listen to my love beat faster than ever before
how can your eyes be so blind looking right through me
when I am standing right in front of you pleading
for you to show me what it's like to be yours

Broken Fantasy

Watch the flowers slowly wilt
it's all just a broken fantasy
once replayed in your mind then cast upon the page
splattering droplets of rainbow and ash
no one will ever find the hidden secret
beneath the floor boards
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Watch the living memories turn into regrets
it's all just a broken fantasy
grab the crystal glass spray the air
hope it covers up the sickly scent of death
gold dust floats amongst the fairies
kill them off one by one with your disbelief
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Watch the noose tighten with every second
it's all just a broken fantasy
the windows of hell are but your soulless eyes
staring out from the sacred resting place
it's all just an illusion
playing a trick on insecure souls