I Just Wanna Live

I just wanna live
keep your hands off of me
fingers scratching down my arms
leaving bloody streaks
I just wanna live
leave me alone
stop pawing at me
please I just want to break out of this cage

...
I just wanna live
pain shooting through my body as I scream
eyes rolling back in my head
hands tearing at my hair
I just wanna live
mascara black running down my cheeks
I'm breaking out of your too tight embrace
why can't you just see?

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I just wanna live
don't really care about what they say
got an opinion please just keep it to yourself
my mask is slipping now
I just wanna live
your arms are like bars
separating me from the world
I'm breaking them now

...
I just wanna live

On The Dance Floor!

Breath comes short and fast
as hips swing in time
to the pulsing music
tan legs pumping a steady rhythm
eyes bright with the fever
...
oh!
lights flash
music pounds
bodies sway
...
hands gliding over slick skin
fingers tangling themselves
in tendrils of midnight
figures sliding up and down
the air filled with the heat of a hundred shadows
...
oh!
lights flash
music pounds
bodies sway
...
sweat dripping from moving forms
pressed together as one
grinding up and down to the pulsing rhythm
darkness only parted by the spinning disco
...
oh!
lights flash
music pounds
bodies sway
...
then out of the night sirens wail
burly shadows with glinting silver
breaking up the swinging havoc
pulsing music ends without warning
as bodies fall over each other to escape the sirens wail
...
oh!
lights flash
music pounds
bodies sway
...
silence so loud echoes across the dance floor
blackness absolute
with the shattering of the disco
forms disappearing into the shadows of the night
like smoke

Love Is..

Love is pure
love is kind
love is sweet
...
love is gentle
love is caring
love is patient
...
love is brave
love is forgiving
love is innocent
...
love is giving
love is passionate
love is thoughtful
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But most of all
Love is blind

Continuing On

No one knows what I'm thinking
faces speed by
an incomprehensible blur
the sun is pouring sunlight onto me
but all I can feel is rain
...
time is so strange
always going fast when it should be going slow
and slow when you beg it to go faster
...
I need someone deep down
but I don't know who
...
a spark
slowly growing into a raging inferno
eats away at me
and no matter how many tears I cry
it won't be put out
...
no one knows how I'm feeling
feet rush by
intent on going somewhere else
...
the moon continues its steady orbit in space
twinkling stars
crystal cold and indifferent to my plea
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I yearn to know what I am thinking
so I can know what I'm feeling
...
a pool of regret
leaking from within
becoming a raging waterfall
and no matter how the fever burns
I cannot stop the flow
...
the seasons
so majestic in there own way
continue on
...
I feel so misunderstood
I think the only way to go on
is to let the end become the beginning
and continue on