I Live Out of Habit

Promises float through my mind in confusing circular patterns
Holding my hand, your eyes gave hope for the future
But this is such a close call as my lies graze your heart
‘’ ‘’ ‘’
Sweet nothings pour from my lips in response to your love
You gave your heart to me on a silver platter
It now burns and chars in the fire pouring from my soul
Every time I see you, I’ve sewn my lips to smile 
For with you, I’m miserable at best and can you not see?
I’m corrupt, for this reason I am cursed to never love
Give up while you still can, lest I scar you permanently
‘’ ‘’ ‘’ 
I am not who I say I am, so heed my dire warning
I promised to be your candle on the water
I promised my love for you would always burn
But your kiss is stuck on the tip of my tongue
It tastes of death, and for this reason, you must flee
My heart is wrapped in a fairy tale too far for you to find
‘’ ‘’ ‘’
Beaten and bruised your emotions lie, yet, you don’t seem to realize
Everyone leaves and no one sleeps when I am awake
For fate has been set in motion, I am forsaken
This curse is mine to bear, now heed my warning
And escape the poisoned lips while you still can

I'm Breaking Now

Blood-shot eyes see through forsaken lies
When you promised me the world, my heart melted
Yet, here we are, our lips pressed together
And my mind is far away from everything you are
My love bleeds from the pain your words have spread
Shards of glass press ever deeper into my skin
Over and over I lie to myself and you, pretending always
But I cannot deny my emotions are barren

I cannot bring myself to share in the warm emotion you feel
The memories we have shared are frozen in laughter
But my mind can only seem to recall the vague hurt in your eyes
No matter how hard I try, my heart remains cold and frozen

I cannot continue to lie to myself and to you
I’m outside your picture frame and the glass is breaking now

Little Boy of Mine

Little boy, your cry so softly on my cold shoulder
the night terrors are chasing you down
wide open blue eyes stare into mine full of fright
never panic, I will hold you safe and tight
...
the dark horror slowly reaches out with long tentacles
dank fog swathes you in a glaze of malevolence
do not fret, I am here always, I whisper in your soft ear
under my protective gaze the wicked will cease to desire
your every childish thought, my warmth will forever
be your haven, when the mares of night come
to take you away, run into my arms
for I will keep you from their depraved intent
...
little boy, your pure, blue eyes gaze into mine, reflecting
you are my own blood, never fear I will forever be here
naught will harm as I stand with my hands in fists
in front of your fragile form, I will vanquish the night drifters
holding you close until the sun's golden rays peak
…
little boy, you are sleeping so softly on my cold shoulder
breathing silently, your eyelids flutter faintly
little boy, you are mine forever, to embrace

A Sick Story

Black mascara crawls wildly down your translucent face
blue eyes pierce the very depths of your numbed soul
a crazed scream shrieks as your eyes bleed scarlet
when the full moon beckons know that I will be the one to go
on the darkest of nights quench my thirst for pulsing liquid
when you cease to exist I will be the one to dance on your grave
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Tread unholy ground the slime drips from your lips
as you lick the tombstones of those who have been slain
tear at your skin till you have shed the very self you were born in
kill the offspring and recreate the slaughter one by one
prowl in the night shadows leaving you gutted without regret
life blood leaves stains upon the gravel silence pleads insanity
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Your agony is my very breath during this tortured massacre
the sound of vile retching plagues your delicate ears 
in despair you cry as I drag you six feet closer to a burning doom
there is no refuge left on this dark night of the full moon
my bloodshot eyes will be the last thing your mind recognizes
I still am one with the dead and with every breath I cease to exist

Grounded Forever

I know there is no way to change the way you see me
incomplete in a life that is slowly losing control
title me and strip away my freedom my wings have been taken
listen to the ocean play its melancholy song your eyes so deep
I see you next to me holding so tightly onto my hand
the need to fly is pushing me towards the edge of the night
but your hand refuses to let me go keeping me grounded
/\/\/\
Words pour out of your soft lips expressing a future for us
you wrap your arms around me believing I am completely yours
but love, my blue eyes are focused elsewhere on this perfect night
my heart beats for a life never held down by words or memories
wish on a number see a shooting star but see they never come true
my stomach twists and tightens as you ask for me just to be yours
but all my ears hear is my freedom taking flight without me
/\/\/\
Take my hand with a smile that lights up the blackest night sky
never will you know my truest feelings I would rather tell a lie
for destroying the look in those blue eyes would be the death of me
as the waves crash I promise just for tonight I'll be all yours 
waking up next to your body sends a bittersweet joy through my soul
but love, my heart is torn between you and the open sky
tears pour down my face as I burn my wings for no one but you

Broken Shards

Press the broken shards of my love to your lips
this frightening moment wraps around your pitiful existence
my soul was banished so long ago in vain you try to find it
bury every thought that burned a hole in my heart
my fingers slip through yours in one last attempt to save
I cannot push myself any farther this is the last goodbye
***
Let the emotion bleed scarlet from your parted lips
 spit your love in my face doubts and regret never ending
my wings were broken long ago in vain you try to touch the stars
angels continue to weep as your secrets continue to crawl forth 
your emotion suffocates my very breath rip apart my night
send your letter of despair across the sea and watch it drown
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Your blue eyes hold the ocean as the pain mixes with the qualm
begin to break your sentiment against my untold mysteries
my love has been dormant so long never will it change
save your breath over this heartbreak it was meant to be
my smile slips from my face your last attempt meaning nothing
I cannot lie any longer this is the last goodbye
 

She Left

pulsing scarlet shimmers pouring from your lips
smoky black lies shadow the cold blue of your eyes
burnt out smiles so long forsaken rarely remembered
memories fade away your mind no longer holds onto the faith
scream at the top of your lungs as the small children hide

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let the back door slam behind you the rain now never ceases
uncontrollable fears become a wall that separates you and me
rip out the love even the angels will feel forsaken tonight
life slowly fades away at the edges this has become the last dance
my heroine has turned away from my side the wind howls emptiness

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pollute the sacredness you've trampled on this vow walk in shame
spinning confusion hits the pavement rip out the pages of my story
careless words spew from your lips begin to destroy hopes
walk away from everything you've known desecrate the meaning
your ghost continues to haunt even after your memory has faded

Can't Make You Go

I can make you go but I can't make you stay
burn the witches to the ground this is a delicate beginning
be my flesh and bones go ahead and turn my day numb
before the lights come on whisper if this is what it was meant to be
the eyes lie but the crime and the penalty are the same 
fading colors that streak across my skin fairy tales exist but not here
~~~~~
once in a lifetime your story begins and your story ends
precious moments struggle to find a way out pray for your sins
the sky might fall run from this by my side without regret
drunk with air smoke like milk begin to live this chapter unseen
dream lover of the alien in the city you promised me to be here
beware of the secret stare nothing is as it seems to be
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sing me a ballad as I'm slowly dying small effort little hope
it was nice to meet you on the edge of this unfamiliar world
words fell out through my lips naked in your mind thrown to the wind
thoughts never wrong become secrets always hidden new age begins 
tell me a secret to break my addiction at the time you were innocent
when the voices tell you to go let the memories make your choice

Ghost Within

Take a last drag from your sanity let the smoke suffocate you
death's last wish is lingering on your doorstep after midnight
push this knife into my blue veins ever harder watch it turn scarlet
hear the scratch of the pen saying your name over and over in ink
stab this throbbing life through the center cry as it begins to shrivel
=---=
Your soul is lingering on the hope that this will become a salvation
lean on your faith for we are all lost travelers searching in the dark
take my hand lead me towards the end of this forsaken tunnel
scarlet and water mix as lightning strikes the same place twice
breath in your last nightmare and rise to the surface of the deep
=---=
Take a last drag from your pain let the wind blow you far away
wishes wait to become truth as this evening creeps to an end
we all need someone to carry us through the stormy weather
when your tears become the only emotion pull me ever closer
banish the shadows to the north and set my crying soul free 

Strangulation

Rain pours down hitting the pavement echoing my fears
believe me when I say this is more than a lie wrapped in pain
inhale smoke purge your body of the hate that refuses to go away
 you see right through me whispers laced with emotion I can't return
learn to bleed weary limbs yearn for the chance to save tonight
^^^
Your sideways glances seem to speak more than a thousand words 
swear on your life that tears will never appear at my black funeral
listen to the beating of this fragile heart fading in and out
lips move but nothing comes forth bend backwards to save a soul
learn to lie weary faces tell the forgotten story tonight
^^^
 Choke the emotion out cling to something that refuses to exist
thoughts come together then scatter on a whim burn this to ash
sing me the love songs you've already sung this is killing me inside
you see everything but the transparent pain hidden behind my eyes 
learn to break a heart watch these stars burn holes in the sky tonight

Pierce the Soul

The stars that pierce the sky bleed forgotten wishes
drink from the forbidden elixir this is simply a fallen dream
follow the bloody trail towards the unknown leave the bodies behind
tears will get you no where love swallow the pain with your innocence
tear the shallow skin from your face let this become the breakdown
,,,
The rain that falls from the sky crawls down the angel's faces
hope and faith crumble when saints rise in vain to save the day 
glazed over eyes open wide yet never seeing in this nightmare
prayers will get you know where love bear the grin along with terror
nails scratch the surface of your loss let this become the breakdown
,,,
The fire that burns in the sky sets the innocent hearts aflame
static wind and pale souls leave a permanent mark tonight
lies spew from your lips coating your words with fake innocence
secrets will get you know where love gone is the trust from long ago
break the fragile heart once precious let this become the breakdown

Dangerous Skyline

Watch the skyline go down in flames scratch with your nails
burn your innocence to the stake better days have yet to come
let go of your love like a lonely balloon afloat on the wind
this is all falling around our very eyes in vain we fight
time means nothing when your heart becomes a permanent scar
.===.
Dangerous eyes watch a bloody sky unmentionable whispering
the poison begins to kick in minutes tick by this love stays a secret
your beseeching eyes hold nothing on me limp heart refuses to beat
this is all falling around our very eyes cold hands and shaking words
time means nothing when gravity slowly pulls me toward the grave
.===.
Dream until the sky comes alive feel the loneliness wrap around you
hide the crash and burn you're going down in flames tonight love
caught up in this tangled emotion all I know is I'm out of control
this is all falling around our very eyes I'm ready to lose my mind
time means nothing when your lips can always draw me closer

We All Fall

Needles and bloodshot eyes hope forged through pain
pull the trigger and pray for a better ending this time
when the sun begins to set let that be the finish of this dream
paint me a story wish on a dying star going down in flames
never will this be the hope we cling too sought through the agony
.///.
Traitors to the beauty pulled from filth pain begins to haunt
open veins pour fourth the truth this is all just a faith in vain
when this is finished it will be the last ending you will remember
promise me a fairytale then let the back door slam behind you
strangle yourself in tangled mess of hypocrisy fall in your filth 
.///.
Silken caresses deceive lead me towards the bloody finish line
apologies died off centuries ago we all seek the same relief
when this all comes crashing down know it's all you ever wanted
scream to the heavens for a salvation that will never come
we all fall so let this be the ending to remember hidden forever

Lose Your Soul

Whispers in the mist listen to the wind howl a curse
breathe a prayer as your fingers fumble the blackened rosary
remember your childhood this holy disease begins to take control
watch the man in red robes with a hunger for a salvation
feed your soul to the lies of the demon when you're left forsaken
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Shattered pieces of liquid scarlet decorate the forgotten
chants rise from the depths the plague descends without mercy
wretches crawl towards the deceiver ignorance making them weak
count the beads as your frantic eyes see no light on the horizon
feel your mind becoming part of a warped untruth scream so loud
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Your heartbeat stutters in the eyes of the tortured beholder
mumble your twisted truths under your breath contorted faces cringe
the doors to the golden light begin to close forever fires creep closer
no hope is left for the people with the mark rosary forgotten falls
eyes close one last time as fires of the deceiver consume forever

Burn the Unbeliever

Smash the mirror that dares to show the bleeding mascara
refuse to let the shards slice through your veins between the stares
clench your teeth as gravity pulls the scarlet tide to the muddy ground
pierce the red organ that pulses with the fright of a thousand nights
this is the letdown you are getting away with murder tonight my love
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Swallow the secrets with your last dying breath forget how to live
refuse to hide the violence bodies show no signs of movement
it was a cold night when the confrontation occurred then I understood
this is my one true solitude staring at the wall mute secrets spill
this is the letdown you are getting away with murder tonight my love
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With all these lies burn the crucifix pretend to choke on your bile
refuse to distance yourself build me back up so my fall kills
whisper to the man behind the curtain purge yourself of atrocities
leave under the sign of the Spirit yet still remain so forsaken
this is the letdown you are getting away with murder tonight my love

Sacred Heartbeats

Once upon a time you were so naïve behind the mask
here comes the sun I'd rather dance with the wind in the sky
eyes of a dreamer sleep comes on tiptoes adrift in the milky way
fearless short notes fly you can't seem to find the air to breathe
so lets leave this city behind all that noise steps feel like flight
.....
Intellectual dreams a disappearing act once begun now finished
venture to my wonderland hidden away be still my love is glittering
smiles that make me color outside the lines silken butterfly wings
pretty sounds and sacred heartbeats a century shadows your eyes
so soon will you become the missing piece to my so lonely memory
......
Once upon a time this sparling feeling was eclipsed by rainbows
watch the milky moon rise take my hand dance amongst the stars
petals in the air blue birds watching body snatchers with curiosity
I'm only sleeping so I can hold your hand in my dreams undaunted
so lets fly on butterfly wings to my wonderland never to grow old

Shallow Lives

Spread words about me without truth tonight we drown
another morning another place starlit eyes slowly glaze over
fake that you are in control they don't look close enough anyway
these blatant emotions won't keep us together made up lovers
once the prettiest girl now she is but a skeleton slowly adrift
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Slowly hold me in a pressure choke hold tonight we drown
you've got me love sick this disease refuses to leave my mind
rebel against the stereotype that is forcing you to become a lie
pray for the unknown let the moon hear your wishes sing a lullaby
become an empty shell sleeping with forever shadows watery depths
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Silently addicted to this black and white murmur tonight we drown
killing with glances tangled up inside strike out with vengeance
we are broken beyond repair yet you're too young to die
the grudge is held captive in your eyes feel the electric shock
throw me a life saver I can't stay afloat any longer shallow lives end

Save the Hopeless

This is the calm before the storm hear how the silence echoes
no more attractions we are dying slowly this is where you're wrong
shadows creep through the moonlight blow the candle out
this dark romance twists around my beating love so many secrets
much like falling we are unable to rise mistakes I haven't made haunt
'''''''
The crimson sunset on my skin see how my heart is eclipsing
held captive against the will a dream catcher you become
exploded feelings splattered across the page this is a tortured rebirth
flow like water give me hope the world is now ours for the taking
take this sinking emotion turn it into something worth breathing
'''''''
So much past violence yet there are no legible signs in your eyes
our souls turn against us once again give my memories back to me
days fade slowly my walls fall this is a love hate transmission
sing songs you once used to sing whistle to the heavens
catch me if you can this is how you save a heart

Tragic Movements

Tragedy unfolds tonight as the stars twinkle
sever my skin from my body let the memories overwhelm
forgive my hesitation never once did I believe this could happen
take one glimpse realize that no matter how much pain there is
my heart will never stop beating for you and only you
...
My armor is cracking and you have found the weakness
hide the secrets in your head we are falling apart tonight love
let this myth become something more watch the world blur
stop this child's play turn back from the corrupter the sky is falling
this empty shell has been brought to life by the sun in your eyes
...
Wish into the wind let your whispers fly up to the heavens
hummingbirds fly in between lilies as you catch my swinging hand
feel the rainbow teach me how to breathe tonight we drown
never take these heart shaped glasses off color my shadows
movements between the silence tragedy unfolds as the sun rises

Dormant Lovers

Beware of a secret stare lets not disturb the peace
the ghosts are around us begin to reminisce in between fog
I waited alone under the willow puff frost into the February air
no more words watch the world fall from my fingertips
breathe in the cold dormant flowers and lovers wait for spring
***
Hidden secrets strip my mind of its virginity naked exposure
familiar feelings leave you wishing for a way out of this
discover a way to hell let this become a legend long remembered
brilliant drops fly from the sky flashing rainbows bring the warmth
the delicacy of an unrealized dream slowly bring me to life
***
Midnight poison just like innocence we'll be dreaming
negative symptoms to this wonderland immaculate
lets handle this frailty with care rushing only leads to tears
such a happy mess break me in the shadows where no one can see
chills creep down my spine in this February air waiting for spring

Give Me Wings

It's a kind of magic this going out of my mind
twisted telephone wire has become the only connection
life becomes but a movie in slow motion kids on overload
playing fingertips in the strangest of places ignore the privacy signs
cupid's arrow flies swiftly by my eye unscathed yet still captured
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Play my heartstrings until the night sweeps us away
we all know the sad songs lets create a melody worth living
motion sickness plagues my bones my head is light with dreams
something once given up long ago becomes a hope unexpected
dormant hearts slowly awaken to the dawning sunshine
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This picture frozen in my mind we will never forget
mean every smile that lights up the evening darkness
phantom lover whisk me away on the last train for home
the sky has captured me I want to fly but my back is wingless
take my hand whisper so softly I will give you wings

Monsters.

Your screams send shocks down my spine to my toes
this has become such a communication breakdown
eyes watering from the whip lash my bones begin to hurt
your head is in the clouds but there is nothing left to feel
forget about the monsters creeping under your bed
'''
Learn how to disappear completely survive off of prison food
bang goes my mind breathe in these stories of silence
become just another pretty face in a crowded room of uglies
every mess invented pours from your lips like it's make believe
it's not that we're scared we've just forgotten how to love
'''
The way we come undone is a mystery to every scholar
let this daydream become routine strangers dance in the sky
this is important if we meet again let the tension go
constellations spin around lose me when you connect the stars
I have fallen for a monster creeping under my bed

Eerie Flight

Breathe in hope and breathe out tortured doubt
like a lark launching into the blue sky let your love take flight
lightening never strikes in a single place more than once
give up on wrapping your mind around the unexplainable intent
life is nothing but a twist in this fairytale of mine
<>
Make believe that this will somehow be worth all the lies
shake your fist at the world then curl up and disappear
splatter the canvas with the ashes of your own crumbling heart
this world may get you down but it has set me free
red lipstick all over the forbidden fruit become an elimination
<>
Breathe in submission breathe out glorious freedom
don't disregard the thorns on the stem of my scarlet rose
you lie to the mirror so your poker face will not waver
laughter resonates down the hall eerily echoing in your head
take a leap off the cliff spread your wings escape this nightmare

Colorless Imperfection

Discover a town that has long been forgotten cold and gray
memories past corrupt the minds of the innocent
remember what it was like to bleed from the inside out
kiss the one that brings nothing but discord into your life goodbye
sing a song no one knows as we run towards the nonexistent lights
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This life is a melody played by angels on the highest cloud
you move in your own way to placate the inner demons
fall for the hope of a beating emotion that eludes your understanding
darling lets not put up walls when they only get torn down
scary things you predict slowly throw me out of control
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Lady winter wraps the world in her blanket of frigid cold
what was yesterday is not today lets cherish the memories again
love letters have gotten lost in the sending no place to call your own
dream of aliens and butterflies imagine the intent of horrors
hold your breath this is the truth of my unborn life

Shadow Oracles

Darling I've let you so close yet you're still so far
the phone rings I just want something to call my own
tie a satin ribbon around the very beating of your emotion
I don't need any more heart ache angelic whispers drip lies
keep the deceit inside your pictures of crimson and crossbows
,,,
You're an addict to the ever spinning manipulations
keep the lights on at night so I can find my way back home
gulping goldfish flounder on the sand so far from their watery air
twilight sheds an eerie glow on their still forms walk slowly by
it's a pity you never could find it in yourself to save a life
,,,
Become caught in the glaring headlights inevitable car crash
you look so peaceful when you're asleep in my arms
lets not burn these bridges quite yet make a wish on a shiny star
when you leave me for dead I promise you will never forget
twisted lips become the ghosts of your haunted future

Pray for Your Life

Heated wax slowly drips onto your scarlet letter
seal it with a kiss and the fire of the moment
before the chill wind sucks all the warmth from your skin
create an emotion that hasn't been discovered yet
let the screams shred your lungs cough up a wine colored flood
///
Toss the dice play your cards take a chance on the gamble
sly eyes and devious looks cut the tension with a knife
lock the doors when you slip up more than once imprisoned joy
become the one that dies at the end of every movie
refuse to let life give you the four leafed clover play it like a fool
///
Pull the precious air into your collapsing lungs stay afloat
feel the deadly ocean dragging you under to Atlantis
forever become one with the fish and seaweed mermaid unspoken
pray for someone to recognize you are slipping away
some say they have seen the dead wandering the watery grave

Six Feet Under

My silent eyes reveal that I am in love with the idea of love
dear I never wanted it to be this way pain laced whispers
tell a tall tale of caresses and open eyes purge your doubts
sleepless nights mixed with an understanding that makes no sense
fall out of this meaningless atmosphere hit the ground never rise
===
Lets not make this chaos into something we will regret
honesty fades with this pressure stealing my breath
erase the memories you're six feet down you can't hold on
cut my bond to humanity watch the scarlet ashes fly away
fall out of this meaningless attachment hit the ground never rise
===
My strength begins to disappear shake with the pin prick
the idea of love suddenly seems so tempting cursed words haunt
this is the end of everything I have struggled to become
ghosts arrive to be my only friends sleeping never waking
fall out of this meaningless life bury me six feet under never rise

Run Away Girl

Scream silent words of agony let the air rip your lungs
slowly contort your body till it fits the desirable size
this world is changing you from the inside out bloodshot eyes cry
don't take this relationship personal I refuse to become the critic
tell me a secret let the disbelief scream from my tortured past
...
Fragile hands hold the key to my very existence
penetrating eyes crawl down your spine cold hugs left unnoticed
happiness becomes a ship left to sail on your horizon hate consumed
don't take this relationship for real I refuse to become a stereotype
lies a soft gray turn a disturbing black impossible aching
...
Shadows consume the light let it kill your hope of happiness
words have no meaning on this last night of pain
this fairytale has ended there is no rewind button wasting away
don't take this relationship seriously I refuse to become a game
when I walk away don't hesitate to reach for my hand it's the end

Natures's Filth

Cut through my mind watch my memories bleed out
dripping slowly to the pavement a horror untold
a symphony of creaking doors wear your heart on your sleeve
hold your breath and feel your love turn to stone
crawl like a worm for you are nothing more than nature's filth
---
Push the needle through my blue veins terrified puncture
soaking up the dust of the earth no explanation at hand
the scent of burnt hair on the wind bite the hand that feeds you
devour your sanity and let the truth crumble apart
crawl like a worm for you are nothing more than nature's filth
---
Kiss the lips of the dead become an unnatural attraction
smearing the lip paint across the lifeless blasphemy corrupt
a thousand voices sound on the horizon prisoner of hopeless sinister
believe the horrid lies and tear your mind asunder
crawl like a worm for you are nothing more than nature's filth

Sinful Animosity

Liquid fire flows through my blue veins
my life is beating at a furious speed ready to explode
feel the adrenaline rush pushing you closer to the edge
I'm walking into the fire but freezing crystals cut my face
watch the scarlet mix with the tears of fury never to cease
the thing I pursue becomes the thing I hate the most
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Liquid fire licking at my soul corrupting innocence
I'm running to save the one who has the key to my captivation
this is all just a parody of emotions running down my spine
I'm walking through the roses but the thorns tear my flesh
watch the dripping red clash against the palest of sins
the thing I pursue becomes the thing I hate the most
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Liquid fire becomes the venom that keeps me up at night
the crime in this city continues to grow with every passing day
feel this treachery pushing me closer to the edge
I'm walking away from you but still your face haunts my mind
watch the memories unite with the damnation of the past
the thing I pursue becomes the thing I hate the most

Painful Overkill

Feel the rage building like a time bomb
I fell from grace this is the end of the beginning
addicted is just another excuse for the tempting overdose
my mind begins to fail as I try making sense of this world
this is all just another painful mistake I can't get enough of
***
When happiness refuses to be found pain shows its ugly face
love is thrown to the ground trampled without thought
I'm not denying I need a heroic knight in shining white
but when the dragon charges my hero is no where to be seen
this is all just another painful mistake I can't get enough of
***
Everyone says wounds heal with the never ending time
yet my love has not even begun this slow process
in the light of this complex hell I'm running for safety in vain
so many times I've hidden the truth in hopes of something better
this is all just another painful mistake I can't get enough of

Etched Fairytale

String a ray of light across the sky
explain to me how it will be different this time
let a rose define your love then watch its beauty slowly fade
you whisper all the right phrases so eloquently
but I won't keep the lights on at night for I'm still in doubt
-;-
Splash a ray of color across the canvas
I'm not like everyone else I guess I'm just one of a kind
take a chance see if you can capture my love in the palm of your hand
please take your time when it comes to this fairytale
don't rush through or the pages just might tear never to be fixed
-;-
Unfold a ray of joy across my face
darling can't you see that you will become my downfall?
the fear of being truly happy is greater than the fear of being in pain
I'm standing at the edge of this cliff wishing for a hero
when my world begins to crumble please be there to hold my hand

Broken Glow

Let me sing this one last time for you
I promise you when the last word has been sung
I will be nothing but a soft memory
the lies have been screamed to the heavens
it's tearing us apart no matter how many times
I have tried to disguise it with a needle and thread
I've lost sight of the truth in the glow of your smile
...
A simple mistake started with an undying melody
I know within that you can't bear to look me in the eye
but you have been the only thing right in my life
I'm ashamed to admit the truth had me running away
yet I could never bring myself to wish you harm
but I hope the lies keep you warm when I'm gone
I've lost sight of my dreams in the glow of your smile
...
Let me sing this death note for you one last time
remind you how this tragic fairytale all started
take my frozen fingers in your warm hand
just show me a sign that this will have a happy ending
so I can rest in peace knowing it was not all in vain
but as true as the sky is blue I see the lies
I've lost sight of my love in the glow of your leer