Natures's Filth

Cut through my mind watch my memories bleed out
dripping slowly to the pavement a horror untold
a symphony of creaking doors wear your heart on your sleeve
hold your breath and feel your love turn to stone
crawl like a worm for you are nothing more than nature's filth
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Push the needle through my blue veins terrified puncture
soaking up the dust of the earth no explanation at hand
the scent of burnt hair on the wind bite the hand that feeds you
devour your sanity and let the truth crumble apart
crawl like a worm for you are nothing more than nature's filth
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Kiss the lips of the dead become an unnatural attraction
smearing the lip paint across the lifeless blasphemy corrupt
a thousand voices sound on the horizon prisoner of hopeless sinister
believe the horrid lies and tear your mind asunder
crawl like a worm for you are nothing more than nature's filth

Sinful Animosity

Liquid fire flows through my blue veins
my life is beating at a furious speed ready to explode
feel the adrenaline rush pushing you closer to the edge
I'm walking into the fire but freezing crystals cut my face
watch the scarlet mix with the tears of fury never to cease
the thing I pursue becomes the thing I hate the most
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Liquid fire licking at my soul corrupting innocence
I'm running to save the one who has the key to my captivation
this is all just a parody of emotions running down my spine
I'm walking through the roses but the thorns tear my flesh
watch the dripping red clash against the palest of sins
the thing I pursue becomes the thing I hate the most
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Liquid fire becomes the venom that keeps me up at night
the crime in this city continues to grow with every passing day
feel this treachery pushing me closer to the edge
I'm walking away from you but still your face haunts my mind
watch the memories unite with the damnation of the past
the thing I pursue becomes the thing I hate the most

Painful Overkill

Feel the rage building like a time bomb
I fell from grace this is the end of the beginning
addicted is just another excuse for the tempting overdose
my mind begins to fail as I try making sense of this world
this is all just another painful mistake I can't get enough of
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When happiness refuses to be found pain shows its ugly face
love is thrown to the ground trampled without thought
I'm not denying I need a heroic knight in shining white
but when the dragon charges my hero is no where to be seen
this is all just another painful mistake I can't get enough of
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Everyone says wounds heal with the never ending time
yet my love has not even begun this slow process
in the light of this complex hell I'm running for safety in vain
so many times I've hidden the truth in hopes of something better
this is all just another painful mistake I can't get enough of

Etched Fairytale

String a ray of light across the sky
explain to me how it will be different this time
let a rose define your love then watch its beauty slowly fade
you whisper all the right phrases so eloquently
but I won't keep the lights on at night for I'm still in doubt
-;-
Splash a ray of color across the canvas
I'm not like everyone else I guess I'm just one of a kind
take a chance see if you can capture my love in the palm of your hand
please take your time when it comes to this fairytale
don't rush through or the pages just might tear never to be fixed
-;-
Unfold a ray of joy across my face
darling can't you see that you will become my downfall?
the fear of being truly happy is greater than the fear of being in pain
I'm standing at the edge of this cliff wishing for a hero
when my world begins to crumble please be there to hold my hand

Broken Glow

Let me sing this one last time for you
I promise you when the last word has been sung
I will be nothing but a soft memory
the lies have been screamed to the heavens
it's tearing us apart no matter how many times
I have tried to disguise it with a needle and thread
I've lost sight of the truth in the glow of your smile
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A simple mistake started with an undying melody
I know within that you can't bear to look me in the eye
but you have been the only thing right in my life
I'm ashamed to admit the truth had me running away
yet I could never bring myself to wish you harm
but I hope the lies keep you warm when I'm gone
I've lost sight of my dreams in the glow of your smile
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Let me sing this death note for you one last time
remind you how this tragic fairytale all started
take my frozen fingers in your warm hand
just show me a sign that this will have a happy ending
so I can rest in peace knowing it was not all in vain
but as true as the sky is blue I see the lies
I've lost sight of my love in the glow of your leer