Mixing My Emotions In A Big Silver Bowl

I hear the whisper
of a beating heart
so small and fragile
but it screams out to me
with every step
with every movement
yet with a flick of my wrist
I ignore every cry
I know what I'm doing
I know where I'm going
don't tell me what to do
cause I won't listen
it's water under the bridge hun
don't think for one moment you have me fooled
I know what you're trying to do
little whispers in the dark
a sigh here
a kiss there
I push away
tripping over my shoes in the dark
I leave the door open
don't try to fool me
I know what you want
where you're going
and I'm going in the opposite direction
ha
you thought you had me figured out
thought I felt the same as you
well guess what?
It's all water under the bridge hun
a player that's what I am
I'll play with you till I get bored
then I'll leave you crying in the dark
with a broken heart
tripping over your shoes
to get to the open door
I dance away from you
you going one way
me the other
why am I like this you wonder?
Why do I play with your emotions?
I'll tell you
but come near so I can whisper it in your ear
so only you will hear of the boy
that played with my heart
mixing my emotions in a big silver bowl
he didn't want my love
my heart screamed my love
but he couldn't hear it
he left me
in the dark
crying over the broken pieces of my heart
tears dripping into that big silver bowl
I made a promise
to never listen to my heart again
so now you know why I play with your emotions
why I leave you in the dark
ha
you thought you knew my life
little miss-goodie-two shoes
that was me
oh but you were never more wrong
so be so very careful
the good you see on the outside
may just be a mask for the evil on the inside
so
It's all water under the bridge hun
a player that's what I am
I'll play with you till I get bored
then I'll leave you crying in the dark
with a broken heart
tripping over your shoes
to get to the open door
cause I will never listen to my heart again
ignoring it with a flick of my wrist
I'm a player
through and through