Just Let Me End This!

Tendrils of black
claw their way across my face
the grave calls to me
please don't let me go!

!
Put the steel to the vein
warm scarlet leaves tracks down my arms
my life feels like just one big fake
like I'm a plastic doll in a toy house

!
Someone please save me!
I'm scared to death
the reaper beckons to me
my body refuses to obey my heart

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Can anybody hear me?
screams echo from my sore throat
as my heart is wrenched in two
tears leave streaks down my face

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Someone please rescue me
I'm sorry
but I can't do this anymore
why does it feel so good to just end this?