A Never Ending Nightmare

The rain never ceases
the sun doesn't exist in my world
the silence screams obscenities
burn the letters slowly
watch them turn to ash
and blow away forever
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The sharp pain
leaves tracks down my arm
scarlet staining the white
my eyes glazed over with the night
tears a brilliant torture
continue to go unnoticed
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A never ending nightmare
doubts continue to swarm
blackness chokes the blue sky
blocking out the rays of light
anger chokes the goodness in me
blocking out the happiness
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Write my agony out on paper
drops of blood mixing with ink
claws of a nightmare dig into my mind
an unceasing hate
I'm waiting for disaster
I'm sinking into a never ending nightmare