Beyond Control

When the sun begins to die
the nightly havoc comes alive
laughing I act as if I have never been happier
when in reality I hide the pain that never goes away
spinning around as fast as I can unable to stop
I'm beyond all control
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I can't seem to see straight anymore
this pleasure that only brings me pain
continues to kill the happiness I once felt every day
my humanity beats faster than ever before
I keep trying to hold onto something that doesn't exist
I'm beyond all control
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Feel the liquid seduction running through my veins
a different form of power mixing with the drink
I'm spinning around and around
this night begins to blacken around the edges
I'm losing a hold on reality as it begins to fall away
I'm beyond all control