Is It Too Late?

The sun peeks through the closed blinds
turning over I watch you sleep
slowly drawing in a breath
a tear crawls down my cheek
when I remember what I've done
is it too late to say I'm sorry?
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I bury my face in the soft pillow
my heart beats faster
at the thought of what I have done
my fingertips begin to shake
all I want to do is crawl back under the covers
and forget what I have done
is it too late to say I'm sorry?
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Slowly pulling on my clothes
I wish I could find the rewind button for my life
I never meant for this too happen
I don't have an excuse
pain cuts through my head like a knife
tears continue to crawl down my pale face
is it too late to say I'm sorry?
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Everyone makes mistakes
I'm not denying that I'm human
wishing I could be something I'm not
won't change this life
but these hidden scars will never fade
and my life will never be the same
it's too late